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[Tuesday
January 13th @ 9:12pm] |
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so yah i hate my fucking life.
its been like 2 years now since i wrote last and i hated my life then and i still fucking hate it. i just bought my best friend a tattoo for fucking $355.00 yah well i love him thats why i did it. im fucking crazy right? god dam it. but he will never fucking like me so i fucking give up im done. im done caring i dont give a fuck anymore.
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[Friday
March 17th @ 9:57pm] |
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O my god I never write o well. So today was ok. But it sucks mostly. Danny and hunter are mad at each other. And there my friends. Not really Danny anymore because of this. So it’s my two best friend’s birthday right. (Danielle and Michelle) so Michelle and I go to Danielle’s because there is a surprise party for her. Anthony comes and hunter dose too. And hunter will not be in the same room with Danny. So they stayed because Danny was not there. Every thing was ok until Danny came. I was out side whit Anthony and Michelle when he came. He walks over by us and says fuck you Anthony then walks away. Anthony has nothing to do whit this fight so it bets me why he is in it now. So gets mad. Danny walks in hunter try’s to leave. But Danielle told her mom what is going on between hunter and Danny and she tells her step dad. Danielle did not want her mom to do this. So he takes Danny out and talks to him. Then he takes hunter out side and gets all pissed at him then her step dad threatens to push him off the porch. So hunter gets really mad and he took his bike and him and Anthony rode away. Danielle was crying she thought hunter was mad at her. so I called hunter up and he came back over and we talk then we was getting mad again when hunter gets mad that is not a good thing. He was like I know Danny has a shitty home life. The hunter gets madder because he has even shitter one. He was so mad. I was so worried about him. So hunter and Anthony went away. They told us to call hem when Danny was gone. So we went back in and Danny was sitting there with a balloon in his hand. I AM SO FUCKING SCARED OF BALLOONS!! So he is sitting there whit a balloon and this sharp thing I freak. I run out side. I stay out there. Michelle brought me back in and he did it again she tried to pull me back in but I freaked I was crying so I called hunter. He was like what and I was crying on the phone he was like ill be there in a minute. O my god I ran to him and I cried I HATE BALLOONS and Danny was just doing it to annoy me. So that is how I joined there fight. I would not go back in there. So I sat whit Anthony and hunter out side. Hunter told me to just tell him off but I did not want to ruin Danielle’s party anymore. So I was like I really want you guys to come in but hunter would not go in. then they told me I should go back inside because im her best friend. But I said to him don’t just think you are just another friend to Danielle. Over the past month you guys have become like your best friends. I even said that my friend heather I never see her any more because im always with them. After that Michelle and Danielle came out and we went inside.. Now Danny thinks that I believe every thing hunter and Anthony say I mean I would like to hear his side of the story. But he will not talk to us. And I trust hunter too tell me there truth. What ever so Michelle’s mom was coming to come pick us up and I wanted to be with them. So they came back again. I was sitting next to Anthony. then we had to leave, i gave them big hugs yes i love them boys more then anything.
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[Tuesday
December 27th @ 3:31pm] |
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yo yo yo im bord im off this week i dont know what im going to do maby ill go over heathers os some thing i dont know ill intertan my self
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[Sunday
December 4th @ 1:12pm] |
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wow i have not ritten in a long time im sorry i have been really bissy whit the play i was stage manager!! woot wooot yah i have a shit load of home work i hate school i really do i cant wait till christmas so i can get a week off err scholl should die!!! lol yes i should die i dont know what im talking about any more well i have to go work on a projet for graf com i migth right more i dont know mabby ill try its geting cold here and my fingers get cold and i cant feel them and its hard to type!!it is
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[Friday
September 30th @ 3:44pm] |
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ok i have not written here for a log time like a week. im not haveing a good day one of my bestfriends is made at me and i dont know why shes having her sweet 16 party and every one was invited but me im so upset i dont even know why the fuck she is mad at me know make and gabby are mad at me im now having a good time like nothing is going right i am stage manager but that is it i fucking hate my life other wise so im going to go now i cant feel my fingers
o on my profile im puting stuped things my friend kyle says and is funny as hell
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[Thursday
September 15th @ 8:31pm] |
well monday was my birthday!!! woot for my birthday!!
tuseday i went to michell's house that was fun LoL we made food and se fucked it up lol (o wee dont need to stur it) it was kinda like that time we mad pudding and i did not have lot of milk so we used half and half and she wanted to mix it so she did and then later she compland that it was lumppy.
then we went to my house
we looked at stuff and played ddr and eat my cake woot cake umm then i got a thing in the mall and i put it on my head i looked funny we wached boy meets world (what kind of pie is this.....Pie do not eat the pie you will never leave) lol
on wensday she cam over again woot we played ddr again and that song lol we must have played that song like 20 times it was fun thou
then se draged me to a ti metting i attaced people it was fun then latter i put fourtoun cookies in my pocket and i was singing i have fourtoun cookies im my poket lol
then we were driving home well i was not driving and this song came on it was the funnest thing the song was my hump it is so funn we were craking up
my hump my hump my hump my lovely lady lumps ill get you drunk get you love drunk off my hump lol
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[Thursday
September 8th @ 5:34pm] |
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i saw green day on sept 1 it was amasing woot im happy and school stared i'm not so happy about that tho umm i like green day woot!!!
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[Wednesday
August 24th @ 9:19pm] |
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THIS IS VERY LONG
o my god yesterday i had the worst day ever!!! im not kidding
it all started in the morning i could not sleep i got to sleep around 5 and had to get up a 8 so we could go to the eye doctors and i did no eat breakfast
at the eye doctors we were wating for 2 hours in so not kidding my dad had to leve to go to another doctor so he never got his eyes cheaked i got contacs so that was the only good thing that day
so my dad came back for his other doctor and we had to run to the hospatal because he had to drop of this spesiman (i was this pease of his skin he had like this bump on his wrist and the docter wanted it to be byopsed)
so we are driving and my mom gets a flat tire so we call thos people and they said they would be ther form now to 2:30 (Now was about 12:00) so my dad and i walked to the hospatal to reaster the spesiman and he ataced me with a stick errrrr
we got back to the car and no one came we waited an hour or so and called them back and they did not know were we were. so my dad got really pissed of and tried to fix it that did not work so he was cursing and stuff.
well lets just say buy time the guy came we were there for 4 hour im not lieing. then we had to go get the tire fixed and had to wait more (we had to get it fixed because we are trading in the car and getting a new one)
buy time we got home it was 5:30 ish and i had nothing to eat all day errr that was my tuseday it sucked...alot
but today was good i went to heathers we went to the mall and got shirts and hiar dye for the concert its next tursday 8 days away woot i cant wait!!!!!
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[Thursday
August 18th @ 1:10pm] |
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yo i is back from the camp woot im happy but not im sick so im not happy about that but.....i dont know ok
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[Saturday
July 30th @ 12:50pm] |
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yo im leving tomarow woot going to camp to have toons maby not all of you every one but one person lol. my uncle mark is over kill my back yard (yes it is mine rock out there it is really big i mean huge like really reallly move it so they dug a hole and pushed it in there then they it was really funny because there was this tree stump that woods as far as he could so he when so far back we could good enough and yah i guess you had to bee there to think woot my day them were going to kamart and the mall so calender woot more green day things for me im happy concert so im happy about that too ok im have to go help my mom so good bye
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[Thursday
July 28th @ 11:39am] |
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im really bord and im pissed at mike. i got back from LBI Yesterday with gabby i stayed at her house it was tons of fun!!! i cought a crab it was big i was so proud of my self!!!! yes i was. lets see only like 1 month till the concert im very excided!!! i really want to go well im going but i have to wait a month. on saterday i think i have to go to camp im going to be there for 3 weeks so ill be gone for a wile if you need me emal me i think i can look at it there or call my house and my mom will tell me if you called woow yah i dont know if im going to last 3 weeks away from home but i have to so it suck for me im gooing to go eat some ice cream now so good bye
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[Tuesday
July 5th @ 10:39pm] |
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im on the phone with gabby she thinks im poping popcorn heather made my thing pretty as you can see woot pretty
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[Monday
July 4th @ 1:00pm] |
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wow i really need to work on this but i dont know how tooo so ill ask my friend heather woot heather i love you were are you????
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[Friday
May 27th @ 10:14pm] |
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yo i have not written in a long time wow yah well i was just thinking about a lot of stuff mostly green day and why i like them so much its not just because there hot and play really good it because when i hear there music or see there faces im happy inside and nothing can bring me down but some times it makes me sad because i feel that the only people that will ever under stand me is Billie, mike , and tre but im never going to met them and if i do it will be for like 2 min. and ill never get to share my fellings and on one will understand me it sounds really pathetic but its the way i feel and some times i wish i didnt beacause it hard for me dam i cant wait to move out of NJ and start a new life no one stoping me and new people and no parents to bug the living hell out of you i could do what ever the hell i want to and know will stop me i cant wait only fucking 4 more years till im 18 and on my own GOD DAM I CANT WAIT fucking life fucking NJ fucking things holding me back i want to live go some were do something and meet green day and tell them how i feel and i hope they will give a fuck not like anyone else in this shit hole
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[Tuesday
April 26th @ 6:47pm] |
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wow i have not worte in a long time wow iv bin busy and really obsesed i cant belive were going to see them i really really want to meet them i love them and if any one know what billies new tatoo is please tell me bye
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